1. Someone… HELP ME

    Save me from myself.

  2. 35400) I can’t lose weight. I’m constantly frustrated with it, and it’s all because I’m a fatass.

    (Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

  3. I’m giving up. My motivation is wavering, my rationale leaving me. This eating disorder is not the answer, it never is. I know that inside me. Bur somehow a part of me has given up, saying “I don’t care anymore”. But I should. By right I should treasure my body and treat it well, with respect, instead of making myself feel sick all the time and believe in something that is clearly a mere delusion…

    I need to re-find that motivation, that willingness to get better and fight this urge before things get worse.

  4. 35039) I hate being the fat friend. I hate her being thinner. I wish I’d just lose the amount of weight I want so I could be thin too.

    (Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

  5. put a “8===D” in my inbox and i’ll tell you something that turns me on.

    put a “<3” and i’ll tell you about someone i care about, without any names.

    put a “):” and i’ll tell you something i dislike about myself.

    put a “(:” and i’ll tell you something i like about myself.

    put a “</3” and i’ll tell you a story that broke me.

    (Source: damnedlittledamsel, via snakes-n-barrels)

  6. put a “8===D” in my inbox and i’ll tell you something that turns me on.

    put a “<3” and i’ll tell you about someone i care about, without any names.

    put a “):” and i’ll tell you something i dislike about myself.

    put a “(:” and i’ll tell you something i like about myself.

    put a “</3” and i’ll tell you a story that broke me.

    (Source: damnedlittledamsel, via snakes-n-barrels)

  7. Reblog this if you are 5’5” or 5’6” with a goal weight of below 120lbs. I want to follow all of you.

    xx
  8. followmeto18: This. Is. Perfect.

    followmeto18:

    This. Is. Perfect.

    (Source: )

  9. 34548) Feeling sad? Binge. Feeling depressed? Binge. Feeling annoyed? Binge. Feeling angry? Binge. Guilty? Binge. Tired? Binge. Happy? Binge. Feeling lonely? Binge. Feeling insecure? Binge. Feeling anxious? Binge. Scared? Binge. Feeling any sort of emotion? Binge. I may not throw up, I may not starve, I may not overexercise. But that doesn’t mean I’m not unhealthy, it doesn’t mean I’m not hurting, it doesn’t mean I don’t hate every single thing about myself, it doesn’t mean that I’m greedy, it doesn’t mean that I’m normal, it doesn’t mean that I’m okay. Don’t tell me that I don’t have any real problems just because I don’t purge or starve myself. I’m still just as fucked up as every anorectic and bulimic is.

    it’s enough, I’ve had enough. I’m making it a thing of the past. I’m sick and tired of this and I know I deserve better. Food can never fill me up, it’s never been and will never be a cure to my hunger. How can it make me feel better when my hunger is beyond physical?

    (Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

  10. (via pussylequeer)

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Sick of being fat, helpless, and not in control.

It's my life, it's my mouth, it's my body.


I DECIDE.




I don't know what I'm running into. I don't know what I'm signing up for. But I keep going, anyway, because i believe that it will lead me to something beautiful - keeepingthin



Follow me in my pursuit of freedom, beauty and
happiness, as i chase my dreams and learn to stand up everytime i fall or get knocked to the ground.


GW1 : 115 lbs
GW2 : 110 lbs
GW3 : 103 lbs (for now)


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This blog depicts my struggle, inner thoughts , deepest feelings and may contain other random contents. I do not claim that all the posts contained in this blog belongs to me.

Please be informed that my blog is,by any means, not intended to promote self-hurting or encourage the development of eating disorder. If you feel that this blog is triggering to you, please leave for you own good. Consider yourself warned.

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